My only hope!

"There's a song that's inside of my soul. It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again I'm awake in the infinite cold. But you sing to me over and over and over again. So, I lay my head back down. And I lift my hands and pray To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours I know now you're my only hope..."

sooooooooo I came home kinda late last night and turned on the TV and to my dismay, Lil' Mandy Moore was on TV. Actually the movie, A walk to remember, was playing. I love that movie. What's happened to her. I havent seen her in a while. For a while she was making movies and we ALL would go out and watch them. lol. How I miss Mandy. She's been a mess since her break up with Andy. Isn't that weird, Mandy and Andy!!

Speaking of movies, Ive seen three this past week. I saw JUST FRIENDS....which of course I made it fit my life story, so of course I loved the movie. I saw NARNIA, which was actually an amazing movie. I enjoyed it, and last night I saw, Yours, Ours & Mine, turned out to be a signature Cheaper by the Dozen kinda movie. Loved it nonetheless....so yep yep, Ive caught a few movies. I even rented BAMBI....classic!

Life has been kinda chilled. Not much going on. Signature my weight is a bust....i've just maintained my weight but am mad I have not lost any more. :(

went to some holiday parties...one was a bust because I could never find it. the other was the school party and that was fun, we went to Razoos! ate cute food!

anywho.......one more week of school then its vacation!! paid vacation!

anywho.................im bored grading my 250 question 4 essay final! gotta love it!

Time after Time

..."If you're lost you can look and you will find meTime after timeIf you fall I will catch you, I'll be waitingTime after time..."

wellllllll I'm just here trying to make sense of a lot of things. U know, your brain begins to ponder, and as you ponder you dig deeper and deeper, and when you're finally done probbing at your brain u've realized a whole different realization...one that you didn't even consider, so then you must re-ponder, and thus the cycles continues....??? Hmmm such is life!

Anywho....work is winding down its final days for the semester. We are reviewing for their semester final....signature 250 questions plus 4 short essays! Long you say, ohhhhhhhhhh noooooooooooo! not at all! it's a signature Mr. H final! U know it! They actually have 2 full hours to complete it. They always freak out but in the end, they are like....'that wasn't too bad.' So I've said it before, students pick up on everythings...and that include on my word-lingos. They are now saying, 'signature, cute ones, adding s's to endings, nozzings, elongating the words when Iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii speeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeak!' But I loves it! Wish I could buy them cute xmas gifts! I'm going to be making Christmas yule log cakes for them. It will be a merry celebration But yes, work is quickly ending! I'm sad!

Friends are doing 'aight, i 'spose! I've fallen off the bandwagon, diet wise that is. Im just too tired these days to truly watch out for every carb in my freaking daily intake. Im still okay,but just honestly too tired to go out of my way and buy or order specific food. Still same weight, but kind of plateau-ed again! I hate when I don't lose! lol. But I have about 1.5 weeks before the rents see me again, so I'm gonna have plenty of time to jog, run, excercise and tone up. But all is good...and I loves it! People are tired of me talking about it...but shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit let me be. I want to be known as a former fatty McFatty! nothing wrong with that right?

anywho....I need to start buying xmas gifts. make sure you're on my list!!

anywho...gonna get back to finishing key terms and blah blah blah

TRAIL OF LIGHTS next week...RSVP!